when trust got killed...
Easy said then done...bury your hatchet and move forward because that's how life goes. Very true I agree. But when you're deeply hurt, you will never forget where you buried it. Some find it easy to forgive and forget, some don't. That's alright. No two human beings can be same. And when you're hurt, all you can think about is the 'ever-mounting' hurt which then seem ceaselessly affecting other arenas of your life. Any descriptive then falls short of aptly and fully covering its intense. Never mind again. That's life and it has to go on.
The withdrawal signs always look very loud and alarming, as if every one on earth has eyes set on you...know what I mean? You don't, then you haven't gone through something like this. Just feel lucky. And whenever the hurt pinches, the best consolation that ever came across as reasonably sensible was...no point crying over it (of course not literally), it was never meant to be for keeps. Sunshine's had her days too and she's learned that. She'd rather be without then be with people she can't trust...
